Vulnerable; How could life be so vulnerable. I read ytd’s news about a couple being ran over at the train tracks. They were both students and I can’t imagine how their parents got to face the death of their children.
Death; a word that creeps many. But, it is until death nears, people started feeling guilt, pain, regrets and grief. What’s the point? How many people learn to appreciate, care and love? And how many people think rationally/emotionally/clearly before acting? Of course, if only one is perfect to be able to crack open the other’s head and read into their mind.
Too many questions, nobody could answer, I just want to know why. Capture memories, continue the path that leads you, will you still be yourself at the end of the journey? Will you still remember what you did your whole life?
These days I have been busy with school projects till I failed to stop and reflect on my life. I finally made it through the hectic projects I’ve been enduring for weeks. Those days that I burned midnight oil and got stressed up over the incomplete projects with the up-coming deadline, I’m glad it was all over. It was one of the lowest points in my life. I realised how potential one can be and how one can be so ignorant and get-done-with. I’m worried for the second.
Now, I guess I should be satisfied with my relaxation treats. I need to start my revision tmr. Side tracking…
Thur: Last day of Project Presentation; Out with girlies to have lunch at Cine, walk around Ion Orchard, shopped at Far East & Wisma.
Fri: Caught a film
Sat: Out the whole day with Xiao Er. Our Sing-athon and Shop-athon. Lunch at Cwp before heading to Marsiling CC for KTV. Sang for 3.5 hrs and took the train down to Bugis. I enjoyed my day, singing & shopping, my fav hobbies. Do you, xiao er? (Photos to be posted when receive)
Sun: National Day. A bad day out. Crowded as expected. Gathered at Mind’s Café, never knew there will be so many people there. Saw familiar faces, refused to acknowledge, rather awkward. Din managed to see fireworks. Oh well. Unintentional awaits of fireworks will be better, I guess.
Mugging Period: 1 week
Exams Period: 3 days spreaded over a week
Holidays: Practically 2 days (weekends)
IPP Period: 10 long weeks
What’s after? Year 3 Sem 2. Damn.
I want to graduate. Contradictory, I dun feel like it.
What do I want?
